MY SIDE

I never thought this day would come. I never thought I'd feel this way.
I never thought my very own flesh, would push me to going astray.

Sometimes I cry at night and ask, "Why do I have to live this life?"
But then I pray to God in hopes that everything will be alright.

There's nobody in my corner or nobody that's on my side.
Sometimes I feel there is no purpose and sometimes I want to die.

I'm all alone with no one there. I wish I could see Gods face.
Even when I go to church and pray, I feel I no longer have faith.

How come He doesn't answer me? I know He see and hear my cries.
At times I feel I should give up because no one is on my side.

RUNNING OUT THE DOOR

I think the devil is in me, and he's busting out with a rage,
because somethings stirring within me to go back to my old and evil ways.
At times I have these hateful thoughts that I never had before,
And everytime something goes bad, I see myself running back out the door.
But yet there's something that glows within and it's calling me by my name.
I hear this sweet and peaceful voice say, "Come my child, I will stop the pain".
I cry and I get up, to reclaim and gain the strength that I once had before.
So now I don't see myself running back out of Heaven's door.

UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

Your handsome face, your warm embrace, your gentle heart and touch,
Are just a few of the many reasons of why I need you so much.
With you its true, I'm never blue, you're all that I think of.
The things you do that pleases me is why I fell in love.
I know at times I start to whine and say unthoughful things,
But still I know that not a soul compares to the joy you bring.

Your words are wise when when you advise me of the ways of life.
So I'll take heed just please proceed to make me your darling wife.
Your're considerate, not illiterate, and cater to my every desire.
For all you do, I'm pleased with you, on your love I wish to retire.
I now it's sad when I get mad and react in a rage like I do.
Since I'm to blame, I choose to change, to keep a man in my life like you.

You took the time to explain those things that I didn't understand.
You're forgiving heart didn't let us part but kept us close at hand.
When times are tough and things get rough you still are there for me.
People although, may not think so but time will tell and they'll see.
I may think that you're wrong and don't have a clue, in some of the things that you do,
But baby just know, from my heart and my soul, that I'm madly in love with you.

I MISS YOU

I missed you while you were gone away.
I missed you more with each passing day.
I missed the nights you held me close,
But I missed your hugs and kissed the most.

I missed your presence around this place.
I missed the smile you put on my face.
I missed the way you make my heart shine,
But I really missed the warmth of your body against mine.

I missed you as each minute passed.
I missed the time I saw you last.
I missed your conversations at home,
but I really missed the fact that I wasn't alone.

I missed your touch against my skin.
I missed your little sneaky grin.
I missed the bull you put me through,
But most of all baby, I just missed you.